Fake friends

i am loving this the people that complain about having fake friends are the actual fake friends…. High school never ends… They are nothing but hoes and asses. ugh

My boss thinks i am irresponsible….

Because i overbooked myself one time and i will not be at one RHA meeting that nobody goes to anyways… Oyvey back at you miss. I am not a milenial even though she is…

I am such a fad type of person.

So i have always wanted to better myself and i goes through dramatic phases. I wanted to become more religious (still have to work on that one), I wanted to become a leader (have that one down pack) and now i want to be fit….

So i took my first before picture at 236 pounds today i never thought i would way that much. I feel gross, i can barely breathe sometimes and i also snore which has never happened before.

So i got rid of the fatty foods in my kitchen and filled it with greens and fruits.

My stomach is shrinking and i am realizing when i am actually hungry.

So i thought i would go work out with my friends and i started with an hour of running.

And guess what i loved it :)

I feel so much better about myself and my group of girls are going 4 times a day most of them being less than 30 minute runs except the last one at night but i cant wait to see the results!!

Also i have a shout out to Low Calorie Molly http://lowcaloriemolly.tumblr.com/

She is amazing and is such a inspiration!

haymitch: now's your moment, sitting in a dark, deep cave
haymitch: boy you better do it soon, no time will be better
peeta:
haymitch: it don't take a word, not a single word
haymitch: go on and KISS DE GIRL
haymitch: sing with me now
peeta:
capitol citizens: shalalalalalala my, oh my, the baker boy's too shy, he ain't gonna kiss katniss
caesar flickerman: (Oh woah, oh woah)
capitol citizens: shalalalalalala ain't that sad, ain't it a shame, too bad, He's gonna miss de girl
peeta:

lightbulb…

i am down right awful to myself on how i look. and i always have thought to myself if i looked like her i would feel so beautiful. but i have realized that pretty much everyone has that person they look too and say i would feel so beautiful if i looked like them. I guess i had to see it to believe it even though plenty of people have told me this i always thought they just wanted me to feel better about myself.